have you ever feel like wanna cut off all your connections with others?
i do.
i want a fresh start.
i don't want to become who i am today.
i just hate how cruel i am to myself.
i just don't know what to do.
then i realized.
it's not the fault of the people around me.
it's not them that shaped me.
it just the feeling of
' i wanna get rid of everything, everyone'
that kind of feeling.

it scares me that i am not the person i want to be.
it scares me that i become someone that i never want to be.
yes, i am scared.
i don't want to mess everything up.
but thats the problem.
i don't know how to start over again.
i'm stuck.
alone.
with a little hope.
my own hope.

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